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Ma' heart broken

2012-02-13T16:37:00.003+08:00

Thanks for hurting me...
Make me to move on to the next target. I just can't believe wad you said to me last night.
Alright. Fine. I'm gonna disappear from your life from now on! I SWEAR that I WONT FIND YOU ANYMORE! Thanks for everything and take care...

Beloved Mommy. I'm going to miss you much!

2012-02-13T16:37:00.001+08:00

This is my mom? :)
Hahahah. Yeah. My beloved mommy. She's the best person in this world, in my life as well. My parents are leaving by tomorrow. I have no idea when then can meet them again and eat all the dish which cooked by mom?
TAKE CARE MOMMY. I love you :')

New life started.

2012-02-03T20:21:00.007+08:00

Im here to update my bloggie again :)

So, how are you my friend? The one who reading this.

Thanks for everything my friends :') those who went to Airport that day. Im shocked when I see them. I'm touched and thats why I cry in plane. Thats suffering you know.

GUYS! :)

Know what? I damn miss KK! Especially ma' friends, siblings and cousins *My parents leaving on Feb 14. Valentine's day? Its just a normal day isnt it? :)

So...ya. Lets talk about my life now?

I can only give you the answer. "Yeah, Im doing fine here" or "No, Im not okay at all. I need someone to talk with" Will you be the somone?

Well,

My first day of school was fine.

Met some friends who come from HongKong, Thailand or Local.

I just dont like some of the local and I have no idea how to explain it.

They can do whatever they want during lesson. Daydreaming, playing with iPhone, listening to music and surfing internet like Facebook or Tumblr as well. Thats insane :/

Everyone is holding their iPhone, everyone bring their iPhone to school. Yeah. EVERYONE.

hmmmmmm, thats all I think. I'll update again, next time :) hehe.

IM GOING TO BED. IM SLEEPY! :p

See some photos there~! Ciaooooo!

Ohya! and IMISSYOU! :)

Adelaide. 11.18pm

Im gonna bring you to overseas!

2012-01-25T04:26:00.004+08:00

PILLOW PET :)

This Pillow Pet which I received from my cousins who cme from Johor :)
Today is the worst day in my life. I never cry during CNY. But? I did it in this year :'(
Friends problem. Luckily my bro didn't scold me. I learned a lesson.
Thanks to my cousins and my family as well :' )

The only thing which make me happy is this pillow. My friendly FROG pillow. It reminds me of you, Isaac Leong Tsun Heung :) Froggie. But I don't know what should I name it. One thing for sure is, I'll bring it to overseas :) I love you.

LASTLY. I DIDNT BRING IT.

I FEEL MYSELF SO STUPID D':

I miss you so much...

2012-01-22T03:20:00.003+08:00

Memories.
You sneak into my house gave me a big birthday surprise.

A bouquet of Roses. 16 roses, homemade cookies, Superman couple tee

*I'll always be your Superwoman. Our *Bla Bla black sheep keychain :)
Do you know whats the reason why I wanna get an iPhone as soon as possible?

Just because I wanna hang out with you, take more pics, then make your bday card..

but didnt get to make it at last :'(

Still remember what you promised? :')

we will hang out during hols, after your exam. I'm still waiting for it until now...
Just before I leave this place.

I love you my baby boy.

The guy who will always be my Muscle Man

Our hearts are close :)

2012-01-14T01:36:00.004+08:00

13.01.2012 Today *Friday
I'm very happy coz you're at Lintas too..
My phone no battery after I checkin :( but I saw it after I gt back home around 12am.
It's late but still, I'm happy! :DD

14.01.2012
Happy 9 months anniversary My Baby Boy :)

Memories + Future

2012-01-13T10:58:00.002+08:00

09.01.2012
The day I left Tshung Tsin..

TESTING TESTING with ma' iPhone apps :)

2012-01-11T09:14:00.004+08:00

New apps just testing with my phone while waiting for mommy at Rafflesia medical centre.
God bless her.

I LOVE YOU MOMMA!

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲

2011-11-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

2011-11-22T23:00:00.009+08:00

The best movie :'D

♥ 那些年，我們一起追的女孩
YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE

The movie is based on this novel.
There are quite a lot of modifications , as expected,
but it doesn't really bothered me as Harry Potter series, since
it doesnt really need all the details to make sense anyway =)

They are studying together :D

Love the moment :)

likey the leading characters very much!
Quite sad when the movie ended.
How wish they are together at the end :(
LEARN HOW TO APPRECIATED :')

Im wondering?

2011-11-15T18:23:00.005+08:00

Im not going to live with it

. N O . N E V E R .

Life is too short wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right, forgive the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised

IT WOULD BE WORTH IT

GladToHaveHIM

2011-11-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

UNBELIEVABLE timeflies

HAPPY 7 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY ? :)
I love youuu my baby boy ! ♥

All things love :)

2011-11-14T22:36:00.014+08:00

Surprised from TheOnlyOne :)

2011 SEPT 16
OUR First CoupleShirt :p

I'm sorry for what I did in the past :'(

2011-10-27T00:55:00.012+08:00

I just wanna say this before it's too late
When you see this, please tell me through Text, Twitter or Facebook. Anywhere, anytime.
Because...I just want to let you know. :')

Sorry won't take away the pain
Sorry won't make me forget all the things you've done wrong
Sorry won't erase the pain
Sorry won't undo the heartache
Sorry won't stop out the countless number of teardrops shed
Sorry cant possibly change anything now
But still, IM SORRY.
You're always. Always. The best for ME :')

Rewind the time, please :')

2011-10-22T19:56:00.009+08:00

I found TheOne. TheOnlyOne.
The best person I ever had in my life :')
Yes.
As you guys know, Im not alone anymore.
Since the day, 14th April until now :)

I did lot mistakes but it wont happen anymore, just for him :)

I promised. Fingercrossed xx

I.S.A.A.C.J.O.A.N.L.E.O.N.G.L.I.M.

Lose in game :(

2011-05-03T19:44:00.005+08:00

I feel like i've lost everything? :(

How do I stay happy when I've lost faith in everything and everyone?
I'm one of those people who try to stay positive and be happy, but sometimes it's just so hard and I don't know how much longer I can go on with this. I just want to give up on everything which isn't much.

LOST LOSE LOSS :)

Again the 1 point, again tears dropped for my team, my teammates.
We tried our best. We didnt lose the game, we just ran out of time.
Im just trying to pysco myself. Booooooooooooooooo :(

Play the game for more than you can afford to lose...
only then will you learn the game.
Volley, EndZoneDivas & DonkeyBussiness. Nice game btw.
There is always a next time, for you guys :') ♥

Story of the day. Im tired. Bye. :)

someone.

2011-03-28T17:45:00.004+08:00

Hello Blog! Uhh uuhh, I think my life is getting better now ;) *Wink!

I'm happpy enough. I met someone at IU day? My new friend? :))
What a surprised? Hahah, maybe HE's the Mr.Right? *Keep this secret first! :X HEE
Haha, Stupid right. But still, thanks Nobleia? :D You made my day, seriously.

superkalifragalisticexpiyalidocious ;p

I'll be strong :)

2011-03-05T22:17:00.007+08:00

Life is like riding a bicycle.

To keep your balance you must keep moving! :)

Thanks Andrea! :')

I WILL BE STRONG!

BE TOUGH!

AND WILL YOU REGRET?

IMY :)

There's memories, there's past. Everythings over :')

2011-03-04T20:10:00.016+08:00

THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS. STUPID RIGHT? :') BUT I HAVE NO IDEA. I HAVE TO DO THIS. ITS OKAY IF YOU LAZY READ. CAUSE IM CRYING WHEN I TYPED THIS. not that interesting :)

Letting go is my only option in between this relationship,decisions you've made is unpredictable,but I'll accept.Letting you go is actually not that hard,but what you've left behind makes it tough.From the beginning to the end,I never stop loving you.I'll never regret to have you,because what I regret is what I choose. You are always in the part of the list. I can't change the past,but I hope I can change the future.-Bronson Khor (:

LOL. This is useful for me. Its remind me many stuffs. But still ya, Thanks alots ):

Our last photo. :') Thanks for all the memories that you gave me.

It's been 2days.

Everything is over now. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memory. Ups and Downs, never regret about anything cause I know I still love you. It takes time for me to put you down, put everythings down.

Know what? I've planned everythings before we end up. How to celebrate our Monthsary, Your Birthday (although it's still long time to go), celebration after exam cause both of us never hang out before (Only both of us), what've you promised me but you havent done yet and so on...But ya, its over. Urgh, my tears dropped. I hate it :'( Grrrrrrr.

TEARS! STOP! PLEASE!

This thing shouldn't happen before exam, I still cant understand why you wanna treat me like that. The reason, just because of our relationship not that close anymore? and you need more free and fun? It's spoiled my last year. How hope I can get a nice memories for this year 'My Dear'? I'm leaving for next year. What've I planned, everythings spoiled, and I told you. Dont you regret for what you've choose. You choose the way, You're the one who give up on this relationship. There's only a best gift you gave me.

BE TOUGH! :')

Exam is around the corner. I should put down everythings and focus! Btw, What I can do is SMILE AT YOU WHEN I SAW YOU. But every seconds, You still will appear in my mind. Why...I cant accept at all. Everythings too rush and too suddenly for me. There's no more BILJOLYAN. Maybe I'm not good enough to be your girl, or not suitable to be people's girlfriend or Not suitable to be Doubles? and also in relationship. But Thanks for all the memories. Appreciated.

Last, for myDearBoy. Billy Bannister.:')

Imisshim ):

2011-02-16T22:43:00.006+08:00

Seriously, I miss PinkHouse. I met new friends, new gals, new guys. :O :)

Especially Kiki, Kristy, Cheryl, Dudu, Bing, Wong Ming Yee, Dianne, Benjamin, Law and more (: There lots memories. The momment dancing with them, laugh with them and everythings. It's worth than anythings. But still not really close with them but still, I miss them much. There's my happiness and there's my love. :) But hell ya, its too many things happened at the same time. PINKHOUSE!!! :)

Sorry my Dear, It hurts of everythings but still, I miss you here. Miss the past, when we are still Junior 2. Happiness between us worth than everythings. Sad that, where's your love for me? Have you giving up on it? I cant stand for it thats why I've to choose my way.
The way you called me, the way you make me smile, the way you make surprises for me. You told me, I'm the only one for you who you love most, you care and you need.

How hope you'll save this relationship better than getting worse there. I'm wrong, I felt so upset and disappointed when you say like that to me. Thats your decision. How hope I can go back to the past. How hope I could really read your mind. Do you still care for me, Ever cry for me there? Everythings changed? It's hard for me to put this relationship down, forgt you is just like try to remember a person who I never met. Here the only way to express my feelings to you. I'm done...:(

Don't break the promise.

2011-01-26T18:39:00.004+08:00

Still remember what've you promise me last time?

Received the lastest news which from you. You choose to go to Tuaran for your competition. Sure I'll support you.

But I'm sorry. I felt disappointed...

You've promise you'll take photo with me during sports day. You told me that you're not around. You forgt? You're going to break our promise again?

I hope that I can stop wasting my tears on you. I hope I can think positively in everyway. Somethings dont know is better than know. It's deeply hurt when I saw your photos. The thing never leave from your hands.

Even this year is my last year.
Stop everythings.
When I need you, where're you?
Have to stop here. My tears keep dropping while I typing this.

Have a nice day guys (:

I deserve a better one?

2011-01-23T22:37:00.009+08:00

I assure myself everythings is okay!

But, who am i fooling?

I have questions, and there are answers.

But I'm afraid and much too weak.

But this is how i feel.

I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry.
So i can drown you in them.
I wish i had someone to hold me
I wish i had someone to make me special.
I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful.
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened?

Breaking down all of a sudden,

waiting for texts. But?

Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here.

Im not like what you think Im a strong girl. Im weak actually.

How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone.

You did it! Why?

I need sayang, I need everythings.

I dont need your cold and hot.

When you need me, you'll find me. When you don't need me. You'll dumb me.

Thats what I get from you?

I deserve a better one?

tell me what to do. :(

IM LOST.

NO EMO. JUST WANNA EXPRESS MY FEELINGS HERE (:

Ferrero Rocher! :D

2011-01-23T00:19:00.004+08:00

FERRRRREEERRRROOOOO ROOOOCHHHEEERRRRRR!

Ferrero Rocher is stucking in my mind now.

I missssssssssssssss it! :D 'Yum yum yum!' :O Gimme!!!!!!!!!!

Joayina Lim Hui Ching! Bring back my Ferrero Rocher from

England, Liverpool!

REMEMBER! :D

and also can giv it as my present? ;p have to tell you here. Hhahaha!

My Babyyy :-*

and the another one BB :-* :D

ilovehim more than pink! (:

2011-01-20T21:53:00.004+08:00

PorcuPink :D PINK PINK PINK!

This is bout yesterday? :D
That's the first time and what he did to me. It's touched :)
Ran back canteen and find me? :D And stupid IvanKong ;p
Just wonder will me always and always stuck in your mind? The answer is YES.
Wonder will you leave me alone or put my hand down again and dont care anythings between us? You've did once. Please don't do that to me again ): Because I trust you. I know you won't do the same things to me again and the answer is NO? (:

Loving you is like breathing. How can I stop then? :p
Andddddd you're everything I never know I always wanted.

Thats all! :D Heheheee

Pink Pink Pink Donuts! Everythings is Pink! Awww!

I WANT THIS! :'(

1 month till Valentine's day!

2011-01-14T16:12:00.006+08:00

Countdown for Valentine's day? still need for 1 month huh. (:

Are you waiting for that day?

You ask me back. Yeah, Im waiting for that day.

There's so so so so so many couples out there. Only can wish you guys here ;)

How sweeet and cute you guys are.

But not as much as i wish that day is how perfect for me.

Actually I've many things to share with someone else.

But i still dont know who's that lucky person (:

Nobleia Teresa Dumbong! Ihateyouuu! :'( I cried in class just now just because of you! and also other stuffs ;p Youu this Gal! Although just same class with you for 1 year. But seriously, you've teach me lots of stuffs! LOTS! sharing~Caring :') Yesh! I miss baking cake with you too. After you leave us, how bout End Zone Divas?! I miss plying volleyball with you man :( Why must you leave us? Stay.

Im not EMO! (: Im just not okayy! Haaa. Chillls! (: I trying my best to cheer myself up!

And youuu. Thanks for everythings. :') I just dont understand. Love isn't finding the perfect person, it is finding the imperfect person and seeing how they are perfect? Is that true? For you, Im still the same, thinking the same question! I seriously cant read your mind. Am I important for you? "If" the answer is No. Let go everythings please. :'(

My Future? :O

2011-01-13T20:23:00.008+08:00

Love is like Sunshine.
It brings a golden grow to its beholder's face.
And a warm feeling all over their body. It awaken souls and opens eyes. And when it's over, it leaves billions of small memories called stars. To remind the world that it still exists. Agree? (:

2 Hearts, 1 Souls, 1 Beat. (:

Confused, upset, worried. :/

and seriously? this year is my last year to stay in ttss? or k.k? anythings! Thats why i can join dancing for this year? Common. Awww no man ):
How to let go everythings? I cant do it. I love you guys more than myself i think.

I effing miss you, love you! and more more more! :'(

Can you please tell me bout your feelings after you saw this thing? :O :)
I would like to know, even for a second. Did i crossed your mind? (:

Thanks for eveythings (: Appreciated.

Toys story 3 night :D

2011-01-11T22:21:00.008+08:00

Wow, Cantonese of Toys Story 3 is awesome man :D

Watched with brother tonight.
It's cheeeer me up! Love it! HAHA ;p

Barbie meets the Ken doll of her dreams in Toys Story 3! :D

Woody, Buzz, and the rest of their toy-box friends are dumped in a daycare centre before theirs Owner.

Andy, departs for college.

Big Baby! is really bit scary!it seems to have more in common with Chucky than it does Woody or Buzz or Mr. Potato Head. :/

In the closing minutes, Andy would leave and give the another toys to child. Bonnie, she's cute, lovely and more (:

Plan for next year? Upset ):

2011-01-10T22:55:00.005+08:00

Wad should I do for next year this? ):

Is that 100% for sure? Just like what my parents said.

Im going to overseas next year? Adelaide? or New-Zealand? :O

if i ady get ready for this, sure i left ady and dont need stay here and study Senior One butI hvnt get ready yet. Thats why. :/ Or?

Should i just stay here and take Spm. After that baru go there? Idontknow! :C

And but now my timetable is full now :/

Hopefully my daddy will let me join Dancing for this year ):

I didnt join for 3years ady. I missed it. I must try to join this year orelse where can I get the chance again for next year?

I feel so 'Berat Hati' if just left all my memories here. My heart started get pain and crying here. :'(

All my memories including my friends, cousins and of course and HIM (:

I love you guys ):

Some I baru get to know them, new friends? I mean for this year. Awww (:

Yeahh, i cant continue this. I very sad urgh! )': no man...bha. will update again. :-*

Toowoomba Floods :O

2011-01-10T17:03:00.004+08:00

Toowoombaa Floods :(

A pregnant lady in the car :O but she've rescued :)

These photos are just unbelievable. Heard about mother and child missing, the house that was swept away and that photos of the side of the building gone! what a tragedy for a small town to deal with. :C Terrible! Hope everyone there is okay ):

Back to my life (:

2011-01-09T18:44:00.015+08:00

JOANtheLIM

Awwwww, there is it! :) Im back! Updated Updated! :D
Diary as Blog huh?
Well? :) Guess what i'm thinking now? I also dont know.
Just thinking what to write now. Must update thisss! ;)

Zane's Birthday? Happy Birthday Zane Ong Shu Cheng!
You're a lucky man. Seriously (:
Seee ya how much Tasha did for you. How sweeeet :D What a Cute Couple.
Went to Jesselton point, SURPRISE! :D
And such an epic fail on the candles. HAHAH!

I'm just hving some problems hre. I dont really know how to say.
Relationships? Studies?
Thats wad i said, What did i get for last after i did so many things? :(
I cant believe what i saw last night. Heartbroken. :C
Bha, fine. I dont know! :S
I get really upset on it, just so so so tired.
What to do? Suicide? No. Hurt myself again? No please. No No and No! :(