Don't break the promise.

Still remember what've you promise me last time?

Received the lastest news which from you. You choose to go to Tuaran for your competition. Sure I'll support you.

But I'm sorry. I felt disappointed...

You've promise you'll take photo with me during sports day. You told me that you're not around. You forgt? You're going to break our promise again?

I hope that I can stop wasting my tears on you. I hope I can think positively in everyway. Somethings dont know is better than know. It's deeply hurt when I saw your photos. The thing never leave from your hands.

Even this year is my last year.
Stop everythings.
When I need you, where're you?
Have to stop here. My tears keep dropping while I typing this.

Have a nice day guys (:

I deserve a better one?

I assure myself everythings is okay!

But, who am i fooling?

I have questions, and there are answers.

But I'm afraid and much too weak.

But this is how i feel.

I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry.

So i can drown you in them.

I wish i had someone to hold me

I wish i had someone to make me special.

I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful.

Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened?

Breaking down all of a sudden,

waiting for texts. But?

Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here.

Im not like what you think Im a strong girl. Im weak actually.

How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone.

You did it! Why?

I need sayang, I need everythings.

I dont need your cold and hot.

When you need me, you'll find me. When you don't need me. You'll dumb me.

Thats what I get from you?

I deserve a better one?

tell me what to do. :(

IM LOST.

NO EMO. JUST WANNA EXPRESS MY FEELINGS HERE (:

Ferrero Rocher! :D

FERRRRREEERRRROOOOO ROOOOCHHHEEERRRRRR!

Ferrero Rocher is stucking in my mind now.

I missssssssssssssss it! :D 'Yum yum yum!' :O Gimme!!!!!!!!!!

Joayina Lim Hui Ching! Bring back my Ferrero Rocher from

England, Liverpool!

REMEMBER! :D

and also can giv it as my present? ;p have to tell you here. Hhahaha!

My Babyyy :-*

and the another one BB :-* :D

ilovehim more than pink! (:

PorcuPink :D PINK PINK PINK!

This is bout yesterday? :D
That's the first time and what he did to me. It's touched :)
Ran back canteen and find me? :D And stupid IvanKong ;p
Just wonder will me always and always stuck in your mind? The answer is YES.
Wonder will you leave me alone or put my hand down again and dont care anythings between us? You've did once. Please don't do that to me again ): Because I trust you. I know you won't do the same things to me again and the answer is NO? (:

Loving you is like breathing. How can I stop then? :p
Andddddd you're everything I never know I always wanted.

Thats all! :D Heheheee

Pink Pink Pink Donuts! Everythings is Pink! Awww!

I WANT THIS! :'(

1 month till Valentine's day!

Countdown for Valentine's day? still need for 1 month huh. (:

Are you waiting for that day?

You ask me back. Yeah, Im waiting for that day.

There's so so so so so many couples out there. Only can wish you guys here ;)

How sweeet and cute you guys are.

But not as much as i wish that day is how perfect for me.

Actually I've many things to share with someone else.

But i still dont know who's that lucky person (:

Nobleia Teresa Dumbong! Ihateyouuu! :'( I cried in class just now just because of you! and also other stuffs ;p Youu this Gal! Although just same class with you for 1 year. But seriously, you've teach me lots of stuffs! LOTS! sharing~Caring :') Yesh! I miss baking cake with you too. After you leave us, how bout End Zone Divas?! I miss plying volleyball with you man :( Why must you leave us? Stay.

Im not EMO! (: Im just not okayy! Haaa. Chillls! (: I trying my best to cheer myself up!

And youuu. Thanks for everythings. :') I just dont understand. Love isn't finding the perfect person, it is finding the imperfect person and seeing how they are perfect? Is that true? For you, Im still the same, thinking the same question! I seriously cant read your mind. Am I important for you? "If" the answer is No. Let go everythings please. :'(

My Future? :O

Love is like Sunshine.
It brings a golden grow to its beholder's face.
And a warm feeling all over their body. It awaken souls and opens eyes. And when it's over, it leaves billions of small memories called stars. To remind the world that it still exists. Agree? (:

2 Hearts, 1 Souls, 1 Beat. (:

Confused, upset, worried. :/

and seriously? this year is my last year to stay in ttss? or k.k? anythings! Thats why i can join dancing for this year? Common. Awww no man ):
How to let go everythings? I cant do it. I love you guys more than myself i think.

I effing miss you, love you! and more more more! :'(

Can you please tell me bout your feelings after you saw this thing? :O :)
I would like to know, even for a second. Did i crossed your mind? (:

Thanks for eveythings (: Appreciated.

Toys story 3 night :D

Wow, Cantonese of Toys Story 3 is awesome man :D

Watched with brother tonight.
It's cheeeer me up! Love it! HAHA ;p

Barbie meets the Ken doll of her dreams in Toys Story 3! :D

Woody, Buzz, and the rest of their toy-box friends are dumped in a daycare centre before theirs Owner.

Andy, departs for college.

Big Baby! is really bit scary!it seems to have more in common with Chucky than it does Woody or Buzz or Mr. Potato Head. :/

In the closing minutes, Andy would leave and give the another toys to child. Bonnie, she's cute, lovely and more (:

Plan for next year? Upset ):

Wad should I do for next year this? ):

Is that 100% for sure? Just like what my parents said.

Im going to overseas next year? Adelaide? or New-Zealand? :O

if i ady get ready for this, sure i left ady and dont need stay here and study Senior One butI hvnt get ready yet. Thats why. :/ Or?

Should i just stay here and take Spm. After that baru go there? Idontknow! :C

And but now my timetable is full now :/

Hopefully my daddy will let me join Dancing for this year ):

I didnt join for 3years ady. I missed it. I must try to join this year orelse where can I get the chance again for next year?

I feel so 'Berat Hati' if just left all my memories here. My heart started get pain and crying here. :'(

All my memories including my friends, cousins and of course and HIM (:

I love you guys ):

Some I baru get to know them, new friends? I mean for this year. Awww (:

Yeahh, i cant continue this. I very sad urgh! )': no man...bha. will update again. :-*

Toowoomba Floods :O

Toowoombaa Floods :(

A pregnant lady in the car :O but she've rescued :)

These photos are just unbelievable. Heard about mother and child missing, the house that was swept away and that photos of the side of the building gone! what a tragedy for a small town to deal with. :C Terrible! Hope everyone there is okay ):

Back to my life (:

JOANtheLIM

Awwwww, there is it! :) Im back! Updated Updated! :D
Diary as Blog huh?
Well? :) Guess what i'm thinking now? I also dont know.
Just thinking what to write now. Must update thisss! ;)

Zane's Birthday? Happy Birthday Zane Ong Shu Cheng!
You're a lucky man. Seriously (:
Seee ya how much Tasha did for you. How sweeeet :D What a Cute Couple.
Went to Jesselton point, SURPRISE! :D
And such an epic fail on the candles. HAHAH!


I'm just hving some problems hre. I dont really know how to say.
Relationships? Studies?
Thats wad i said, What did i get for last after i did so many things? :(
I cant believe what i saw last night. Heartbroken. :C
Bha, fine. I dont know! :S
I get really upset on it, just so so so tired.
What to do? Suicide? No. Hurt myself again? No please. No No and No! :(