I deserve a better one?

I assure myself everythings is okay!

But, who am i fooling?

I have questions, and there are answers.

But I'm afraid and much too weak.

But this is how i feel.

I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry.

So i can drown you in them.

I wish i had someone to hold me

I wish i had someone to make me special.

I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful.

Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened?

Breaking down all of a sudden,

waiting for texts. But?

Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here.

Im not like what you think Im a strong girl. Im weak actually.

How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone.

You did it! Why?

I need sayang, I need everythings.

I dont need your cold and hot.

When you need me, you'll find me. When you don't need me. You'll dumb me.

Thats what I get from you?

I deserve a better one?

tell me what to do. :(

IM LOST.

NO EMO. JUST WANNA EXPRESS MY FEELINGS HERE (: