There's memories, there's past. Everythings over :')

THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS. STUPID RIGHT? :') BUT I HAVE NO IDEA. I HAVE TO DO THIS. ITS OKAY IF YOU LAZY READ. CAUSE IM CRYING WHEN I TYPED THIS. not that interesting :)


Letting go is my only option in between this relationship,decisions you've made is unpredictable,but I'll accept.Letting you go is actually not that hard,but what you've left behind makes it tough.From the beginning to the end,I never stop loving you.I'll never regret to have you,because what I regret is what I choose. You are always in the part of the list. I can't change the past,but I hope I can change the future.-Bronson Khor (:

LOL. This is useful for me. Its remind me many stuffs. But still ya, Thanks alots ):

Our last photo. :') Thanks for all the memories that you gave me.

It's been 2days.

Everything is over now. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memory. Ups and Downs, never regret about anything cause I know I still love you. It takes time for me to put you down, put everythings down.

Know what? I've planned everythings before we end up. How to celebrate our Monthsary, Your Birthday (although it's still long time to go), celebration after exam cause both of us never hang out before (Only both of us), what've you promised me but you havent done yet and so on...But ya, its over. Urgh, my tears dropped. I hate it :'( Grrrrrrr.

TEARS! STOP! PLEASE!

This thing shouldn't happen before exam, I still cant understand why you wanna treat me like that. The reason, just because of our relationship not that close anymore? and you need more free and fun? It's spoiled my last year. How hope I can get a nice memories for this year 'My Dear'? I'm leaving for next year. What've I planned, everythings spoiled, and I told you. Dont you regret for what you've choose. You choose the way, You're the one who give up on this relationship. There's only a best gift you gave me.

BE TOUGH! :')

Exam is around the corner. I should put down everythings and focus! Btw, What I can do is SMILE AT YOU WHEN I SAW YOU. But every seconds, You still will appear in my mind. Why...I cant accept at all. Everythings too rush and too suddenly for me. There's no more BILJOLYAN. Maybe I'm not good enough to be your girl, or not suitable to be people's girlfriend or Not suitable to be Doubles? and also in relationship. But Thanks for all the memories. Appreciated.

Last, for myDearBoy. Billy Bannister.:')